on battlebots:

Everything is riding on this one thing. If it fails, well.. let's just hope it does not.

Bear with me; been having a hard time being optimistic, these days. I feel like a time-lapse video of a city. With everyone moving around and cloudy-fog looking like smoke as it's all sped-up in it's transit and lights turning on and off in the dark so fast you would think they're playing a game.

I want to be ten years past this point in my life and looking back on how trivial all this is. Not saying I will have my shit together, but I just want the proof that all this is really for naught. That all this worrying was just a waste and that there is so much more that I could be doing with my time.


But hey, I'm an optimist.